This is more important.

I find myself wasting time as usual. I have a 6 page paper to write by Monday and instead of working on that I find it necessary to just read blogs of every person I've ever met. I am just so good at procrastinating. Really, I should get a ribbon from my teachers because they know it too. Last week I had a test in my Economics class, which I didn't study for whatsoever. When I turned my test in my teacher asked me if I knew the test was today. I have never spoke to him in my life. But he knew! I just looked at him and kind of smiled, and then I walked away.

I made a great few cups of coffee this morning. Ok I should probably start on this paper. I need to make a strict schedule for myself in these next few days. Don't distract me please. 

I love you blog.

mayday.

It's May. My first year out of high school has gone by very quickly. I feel like that's a phrase people say a lot. But I mean it really did pass before my eyes. Like I literally just realized that in a month a full year will have passed since graduation. I've learned a lot. I've learned a lot about who I am, who I want to be, where I want to go, and just how available things are. It's been a good year. 

As this school year is closing I am feeling apathetic to school. It's eating my soul. I wish I could just enjoy life instead of feeling so anxious and worried about homework and papers I need to write in the next three weeks. Ughh... but there's so much!

Why do people write blogs? Is it really that therapeutic? I just don't think anyone reads this. Honestly having a blog is probably one of the most selfish things you could do. I mean, am I right?

..And yet I will most likely continue to keep it. Dont worry blog, I wont forget you.